Really need to rant.

As abovementioned, this post simply consists of rantings, so I won't blame you for not reading it. =p


Complaint #1) SCREAM at school today.

Things didn't turn out like how I was hoping they would. In fact, I felt really anti-social today because I have been sleeping at past 1am since wednesday this week. So tired lah. And I'm disappointed in myself for being such an introvert today, you know?!

Dinner with the class was quite fun. And I think the way the guys share food is revolting!!! :/
(But very entertaining to watch. Haha! Especially how they fought over cheese fries, and how kenn siang's dessert got koped every everyone.)

The screening of the movie Shutter failed to get me in the mood for trail. Instead, I was actually laughing at the girls/Poon who were screaming away in disgust/horror during the movie. hee!

Unfortunately, I felt that the Halloween Trail was kind of a waste of my money because it also did not freak me out at all. I started off in the middle of our gargantuan 15-strong group with the girls, felt bored and strayed to the back to get a taste of it, went back to the middle with the girls, and finally proceeded right smack in front with the very adventurous chuankhim just hoping to get freaked out by something FINALLY. (hahaha) But it didn't happen lah. That is, until we were approaching the end of the trail in the LT, and ck opened the now-mysterious door, only to see everything pitch-black and barely visible. Haha that freaked me out, because it seemed like there was no exit.

Not trying to show off here, but I was not freaked out that much. You know what I mean? NO KICK!!!
(Sorry ShuHui, hope you are feeling ok now.)

Well... at least I learnt something new about myself today.

Haiya, I should have been born a guy.

Julia said that sometimes, girls have to act scared. But I can't act!!! Jen help me.

Nonetheless, the councillors have still done a GREAT JOB because majority of the people were zonked out at the end of the trail. I'm just an anomaly, ignore me.

Oh oh oh. I wasn't allowed to go for the maze today, so sad... =( I heard that it's really really scary. Parents wanted me to get home early. Can't defy their wishes, can I?


Complaint #2) my stupid stupid stupid dolt of a handphone

It's only been with me for 11 months or so, and today, it screwed up! For now, when it's turned on, only the keypad lights up, leaving the screen in a pitiful shade of dim, muted black. And not to mention that it just got repaired 2 months ago. ROAR it was such a waste of money.

$*^%$%*&^%$#@#$
(I do not like to use profanities and vulgar language, so there you have it. My anger and frustrations with myself all summed up in a line of commonly-used symbols, which make no sense whatsoever.)

My luck has gone for a vacation this entire week, I'm so miserable without it. Hope it comes back next week. =) And I sincerely apologise to everyone who has seen me with an acrimonious demeanour today. I did not mean to insult jingbin and junlin when I told them the pizza which they BOTH took a bite out of "bu shi ren chi de"/not for human consumption. Really meant it as a joke la, since it was quite a disgusting sight to me. (Heheh.)
Now, I have a habit of recalling every single thing that happened in each day before I go to sleep, so that I will be able to realise if I have hurt anyone unintentionally, or even what I could have done to make my day better. It's a long and tiring process, but I hope it eventually works out.

Will continue working on my personality flaws to become a better person.

Hmm must start chionging for centad very soon. C++, here we come.
and the building of the robot.
and the written report.
AND the much-discussed-and-fantasised-about SSEF next year.
SSEF MEDAL, HERE WE COME!!!

Enjoy your weekend, everyone! =D