not xmas yet, but it's time to give thanks

these 2 days have been horrible for me and my psychological health. (LOL GP compre.)
but some people have brought much-welcomed happiness/laughter/fun/ice-cream/butter toast into my life when I felt like crap... and I don't care if they have done it because they knew of my emotional state or simply out of nice-ness. I just want to thank them for making my life better this week.



In chronological order, thank you...



08S6C

for eating my cookies, haha. Hope most of you enjoyed it. And hope Shu Hui doesn't taste any more ghost raisins in them.


Chuan Khim

for playing Puzzle Freak on http://www.y8.com/ with me during PW after I got back the %$$%# physics paper. Hahaha hope you didn't get addicted!


Yi Ting

for... you know what you did on Monday. hahaha I don't think it will work out in the end, but thanks for your help. =D don't be too sad about what happened today k? I will try to help you when I can. Hee.

Mr How

For telling us that "it is not what you CAN achieve, it's whether you WANT to achieve it.". I will work hard next year and pwn the rest, man. Whoo! hope you will still be our CT in 2009.

Jen Lee

for consoling me and being by my side when I broke down in school today. And for the very long and enjoyable dialogue (ie bitching session, HAHA!) we had before our Chinese lesson. Thank you so much for being such a great friend!


Nina

for treating me to ben & jerry's and the hk cafe toast today at white sands,(which already cost a bomb) even though you had tuition at 8.30pm. And for window-shopping for hair accessories with me today. (even though I didn't buy anything in the end to save $)

I feel very bad for taking up so much of your resources... ie time and money. Thanks so much for what you did for me today, I really appreciated it, but I just couldn't bring myself to tell you how much I wanted to thank you just now, because I am really very moved. I'm actually sobbing out of happiness as I type this paragraph, you don't know how much it meant to me, even though I know I looked very dao when I was with you... and didn't have much to say. (was quite sian and disappointed with my grades) Sorry Nina!!! But I was forcing myself to NOT CRY in front of you just now. Thanking you was all I could manage without shedding a slightest drop of a tear.


As I walked past the ez-link gantry thingy in the MRT station, I couldn't bring myself to turn back and say bye to you again. And I regret that, for that, I am sorry. I was on the brink of tears at that instant.

In spite of the fact that I got A1 for O level English, I'm bad with words, especially spoken ones, for I lack courage and emotional strength to tell others how I really feel.

Hence, I wrote this post. So that I wouldn't have to cry in front of you.


And thanks so so so much for enlightening me about how our parents feel and think.

Our parents usually want the best for us.

I'm so immature. Sharks.

There is so much more to life than grades.

Our grades are not the only determining factor of our worth.



Wah biang, since when I become so emotional ah???


Still crying.



Wo hao gan dong.



There isn't really another word in the english language which can replace the word 'thanks', so I'm gonna use chinese!



Nina, XIE XIE NI!!! =') <-- smiling while crying, lol



I must also have done something very very good to the society in my past life to be worthy to be your friend.



aaaah the tears just keep flooding my eyes like the Niagara Falls.



hmm the rivers seem to have run dry now.



Oh ya, we must not forget my 2 seniors who have helped me pull through these 2 days with their smses. Hehe.



Jeannie

Thanks for your encouragement!!! Paiseh, I kept spamming you with sms rantings about my lousy promo results. Shall stop irritating you already, hehe. I failed to continue your legacy this year, but I will fight very hard to get a hc diploma next year! Jiayou for A levels!!!
DO TKGS PROUD!!!!! =D



Philip

Sorry for bugging you with smses everyday, haha.(hmm I doubt you are going to read this!!! I should really stop irritating you, too. =P) But it is really interesting to learn more about J2 from your smses. And not to mention your awe-inspiring hobbies! As you mentioned, it's full steam ahead from now until 20th November. Jiayou for A levels!!!


It's an arduous journey.

But I believe that the both of you have what it takes to complete it. =)

Press on, you can do it!